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Help Me I Am Human

I just want to tell you sometimes it hurts to be honest. I am struggling with a bunch of things that has moved my focus from God. I am in a whirll wind and I need to find the way out. Who ever thought that being a Pastor was a cake job needs there head looked at. I am in a state of mind bending, soul searching and I am praying that my wants sease and Gods will come into my life. I pray that the battle inside me stop and that my desire will be the place God has for me. Why is it that when we are in a place of service all the things of the world try to block our sight of the Father? I am wanting the power of God to be the factor that controls my thoughts and the way I look at everything. God help me love those who try to tear me down, help me to love that person who lashes at me with anger and help me love those who need you!

I am seeking direction and grace from the one who died for my sins, let me know you and your presence O God! Forgive me for falling short of you and your call on my life! Fill Me, pour into me all of YOU!

 

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God Teach Me

I am in a learning stage of life where each day that I live i face new areas of growth, mot in the physical but in the spirtual realm .. I do wonder what the lesson is that God has each and every morning when I role out of bed and get ready for class. It is a blessing to be in the arms of christ even when we are tried and feeling all alone.

I spoke with a friend today who has had that task, being my friend for over twenty years. I am blessed to have a person that tolorates my rambling mind that bounces from one page of life to another without a brake in the converstaion. How can I be so lucky to have a person that is that willing to put o=up with me on days that I know they are busy with “Stuff” but still he is willing to listen. I am convinced that my friend prays for Gods will in my life and His direction for me to travle. I was told that if you go through life with one best friend you are lucky, than I am off that chart because I have been blessed with five friends that I consider to be closer than family. These are my wisdom I run too when I need input, these are the accountability that I seek when a decision is to be made, these are my buddys that I would give my right arm and the shirt of my back if they needed it,(though it would probaly not fit!)

Friendship is underplayed in many lives and even sometimes taken advantaged of by some. I just do not understand. I do have to tell you about the best friend I have ever had. He gave up a great house with all kinds of servants to move in to where I lived. He was put through all kinds of grief just to be there when I needed Him. He made sacrifice after sacrifice just because he wanted to show how much he cared. He even died for my mistakes just so I could be free from sin. My best friend and savior,Jesus.

I pray that today if you do knot know my friend you get to know Him and learn to love Him like he loves you.

 
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Posted by on January 29, 2008 in Choices, Church, Faith, Jesus Applied, Prayer

 

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